The question of the semester...
"What are you going to do after you graduate?"
It's almost overwhelming coming home, because I am constantly reminded how I am a senior and with no plan after graduation. Now I know why people stay in Springfield after they graduate.
To be honest, three months ago I thought I had it all figured out. Earn my MBA at a top-notch school, be a marketer for Disney, and end up producing all before the age of 35. However, one thing was missing... prayer. I did not pray about this decision and God slammed that door shut. Lesson learned: pray before making decisions.
Now it's back to square one. I've been the planner type, so what I am going through is very difficult. I never thought I would be THAT senior. What's funny is when I was a freshman, I thought after graduation I would move to LA, be an assistant director with my film degree, and already be engaged. Little did I know that technology and I would not be friends. I have no regrets for not dating so far at Evangel, God has protected my heart; don’t get me wrong I want to get married, but on God’s timing.
Earlier this week, I went to a Foreign Service worker's going away party. No one really talked to me (I was clearly the youngest person in the room.) However, one man, Erik, a strategy DOD worker, talked to me for a little bit. He told me that it is good that I am a communication major, "No offense, but diplomats aren't always good communicators." While eating in Georgetown later that night, my dad told me how my speaking has improved mightily. This may come to a surprise to you, when I was younger I had a speech impediment. I had to go to a speech therapists for over 10 years, and now I am on the forensics team, all we do is SPEAK. Funny how God works at times.
Currently, I see myself taking a year off. I will probably work on Capitol Hill or with the Ravens. It will be a growing year, which normally is not fun, but I will come out fully knowing what I want to do. Also, I will have the initiative to study for the tests in order to get into a grad program. Because, I have tons of interests but no idea what I want to do. Who knows, maybe God will surprise me and I will have an urge on what to do. :D
I am aware that I want to work with the Arts or for a company that is artistic. I need to be surrounded by the creative. I see Christ through creative things like film, art, and music.
All in all, I keep on remembering what someone once told me,
“There is beauty in the process.”